Anyway, it’s 3.30 AM Jakarta time, I set my alarm at the same 3.30 everyday because I’m trying to build tahajjud habit for a while and it works WONDER to my life so far. Not that I did it only for the benefit of it, I also exercised myself to be more obedient to Allah The Most Merciful. And waking up at 3.30 after such a rough, exhausting day was hard, no joke, I sacrificed my deep sleep for it. But all are wort it, I’m really THAT eager to be loved by Him.

I’m typing the journal on my phone right now since it’s easier than turning my laptop on with the risk of waking up my son (which will lead me to stop writing altogether). I decided I don’t want to go into specific matter right now, I’m just telling myself (and you? for sure) that I want to start writing again this year no matter how busy or tired I was. Blogging used to be my healing hobby, my therapy, now it’s just another unsolved task, forgotten backyard. For the past fee years I change my hobby to read, especially a romance fiction novel where I don’t get to think anything and just.. read? I can do reading while breastfeeding (back then), I can read while power walking on the treadmill, I can do both reading and anything most of the time.

Now I wonder if I should start reviewing the books and novels I read? One bawling-my-eyes-out or I’m-so-smitten moments at a time? We will see..

That’s all from me now. Live well and see you in a bit! 💣