Two days after I went back from Umrah, I became emotionally unstable. I missed a lot of things; I missed everyone and everything. I even missed something I shouldn’t have missed in the slightest. It’s so wrong, and it’s freaking hurtful. The hurt you will never imagine feeling after going back from the most beautiful and peaceful place. I only count on Allah to righten my heart and soul during this confusing time. Please guide me back to the right way, O Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. My face after crying so hard for days.